left behind

okay, so, i just recently checked out some friends' blogs and now feel as if i have no business doing this kind of thing. isn't that always the way though? at least it is with me. most of the time, i am very content with my life. i enjoy my house, my routine, the way i take care of rach & noah during the day, etc. and then, i'll visit a friend's home or read how some mom home educates their children and i feel as if i am just not good enough. why is that? i know in my head that comparing myself to other people is destructive and doesn't accomplish anything. and yet, i do it all the same.